Amigara Fault
Belief is most contrary;
to blame a fault of its kind.
"Its a deity, not a rock
with a karma most of high."
To them I say,
"This hole is mine."


I believe I've had the shittiest week in existence.

-A friend I hold dear felt the need to inform me of my status of a human being: A chore. An Obligation, and you know what? They're right

-My brother broke my Nintendo DS, the screen is a spidery web of cracks, lines of pointless color and agony.

-A friend was nice enough to take me out to see Video Games Live in concert, but there I only managed to meet friends from school, being so successful I could have broken down on the spot. Also we were seated next to grumpy asshole who felt the need to glare whenever we were cheering. Of course not at friend. but at me. Furthering the shame of 'feeling happy'.

-Father felt the need to take out rage from being cut off in traffic on me when I asked if someone was going to eat leftovers. In which he managed to convey in one sentence that EVERYTHING I want to do in life is STUPID. That I am FAT. MISERABLE. and a POOR EXCUSE FOR A DAUGHTER.

-A friend again attempted to cheer me up..offering company after I'd attempted to sleep off the utter stress and agony. In doing so, caused them to drop and break their PS3.


I am told, "No, this is not yours,"
that "This crack is of nature, see?"
Again I must reiterate.
"This hole was made for me".



What do we take from this?
The first friend was right. Sorry for the poem half of you might not get. Its one of the very few things that will make me feel better now.